It's funny that I'm in a workplace surrounded by computers and network system and yet I can hardly squeeze out time to blog.
Sigh...
Between the last time I blog and now, so many things happened that I'm unsure whether to be happy or utterly frustrated. Maybe I should be happily frustrated, or frustratedly happy... whatever..
Anyway, I've got my nice lofty position in a nice comfortable room with a nice comfortable chair ripped out from beneath me and I've been booted far, far upwards to become the I/C of my department.
.. utterly spastic.
No. I do not like my job, I hardly think it's worth the double promotion and the first class promotion that dangles before me like a half eaten, worm rotten trout.
I don't mind if I just do like extremely tough physical work and administrative work, but I'm totally freaked out by politics.
Person A hates person B
Person B asks me to go backstab Person A.
Person A is my friend.
I try nicely to talk to him to change his "working style"
Person A asks me nicely to backstab Person B.
...
Person B gets frustrated that things are not getting done.
He punishes everybody with a blanket punishment saying, "since Person A has done this, everybody must be punished now."
Person A tries to get everybody to hate Person B.
but Person B ends up getting everybody's sympathy.
I end up having to answer for why on earth the punishment isn't working. Like wtf?
...
Dumb stupid job.
I hate politics. I hate propaganda. I hate backstabbing people whom I don't even know. And I hate people expecting me to know everything the moment I'm elevated to demi-godlike status.
Like wtf?
sigh....
I really wish I had my dear to confide to these few days...
It's so hellish...
He's currently happily holidaying in China... *sobz*
I wanna go along with him too...
(Btw. The author is typing secretively in his department HQ, coz if the rest saw, I'd be stuck in deeper shit then Obama is brown. - just kidding)
Somehow, with Obama winning the election, it seems like not just America is celebrating, but the entire world is celebrating with them....
The newspaper forum articles that praise Obama outnumber those that are apprehensive over his upcoming reign 10:1 ....
yeah. I'm glad that there is a nice new leader for the world's most powerful nation, but isn't the whole issue a bit overhyped?
doh. He advocates change yet rejects the recognition of same sex marriages...
I'm still kinda bitter over the outcome of proposition 8.
...
Now the Singaporean government will gloat over this unfortunate turn of events and will NEVER give any advantages to gays and lesbians in Singapore... at least not until this simple matter of proposition 8 blows over.
I think alot of other countries will follow suit and retract their GLBT freedom policies.
FUCK.
Now that is pissifying.
George Bush advocates war, this black man advocates intolerance. Now what is next.
No. I do not think that John McCain will do any better. But that is not the issue.
tch.
arrgh... life aint very good.
It's like a bed of rose. literally.
i'm being pierced all over.
jeez.
I can't wait to relinquish this spastic position. % #%&*^@&!
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